Tessa 的个人资料The Princess Fiasco照片日志列表更多  |  工具 帮助 |
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10月1日 hmmm..hmmm.
okay, i get it.
i'm not going to think now.
i'll just have to trust you.
:)
and i'm not going to forget that.
i promise.
:)
9月29日 ...broke...I'll dump my Facebook account.
It's an electronic bad influence potential.
Oh, on second thought.
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My New Obsession
I never dreamt it be this way
I've lost any chance for me to say To say that I miss you, say that I love you Will someone please tell me I'm okay I wasn't prepared for what's to come
A life made of memories gone so young And now I'm regretting all I've done But in your heart, know that I'm with you all along _______________________________________________________________________
9月24日 ...thoughts before me...yeah, i don't know what the heck am i going to undergo.
i don't know if i'm going to feel happy about it or what.
one thing's certain.
thoughts before me..
i don't know what exactly that means, but i'm having a hard time releasing memories.
or maybe because i don't want to release them. i never did.
this is hard.
i'll succumb to tears one of these days. :'(
just woke up..i can't believe it.
i just woke up from a three-hour sleep a while ago. i'm freaking sleep-deprived again.
i'm tired.
nuff said.
9月12日 ..lucky yesterday..Nakakaloka talaga tuwing Engineering Management.
I might be beside myself that time, but I was surprised that I am exerting a great deal of self-control in front of my least liked professor. Why, you may ask?????
Okay, so yesterday was almost the happiest day of my life.
Oh yeah?
Yeah. :)
I didn't get to go to class in Computer Organization and Architecture to help my friend, Shiela, in her Research Statistics course. I was the 31st to report on a topic, and decided to skip classes when it is the 24th's turn to discuss. And if the 25th through the 30th reporters had short topics and I was reached, I won't be in class and I'll get a flat ZERO on that. That's a one-way ticket to failing Com Org. But whatever. I wasn't minding that at the moment. My attention was on my friend. I should say, I admired her nerve when she sat down on my table and proceeded working on the research for five WHOLE hours. All she ever did was lay down her hands on laptops of changing sizes, switching from MS Word files to Excel Worksheets at regular intervals of time, and NOT THINKING OF EATING.
AT ALL.
Blimey, she even forgot to drink.
That was actually one of the reasons I stayed with her and helped — I got too inspired by her perseverance. Probably because I know I bloody hell can't do that. I am lazy, oh so lazy, by nature. XD
Well, besides the fact that she ought to finish the research mainly because the defense of it was on the same day, I still admired her. Jeepers, we're talking about FIVE WHOLE HOURS here. Two hours of academic saturation already drives me nuts, and she endured three more than me.
Talk about being a Mapúan.
So that's it then, I was heavily wishing her professor (who was also my professor when I took the freaking subject, and also happens to be extremely fond of me) would let her and her group go with it, only revisions at hand, and no threats of a 5.00. In my bewildered state, I haven't studied for an exam in Software Engineering later that evening at 7:30. And I have to attend my Computer Networks by 6:00, because who knows how much classes have I missed on this course? XP
On my way to Com Net, I brought my handouts in Software to study. Well, I'm half-believing that the water I drank yesterday was not really water but Felix Felicis. Haha! Okay, these are the lucky parts.
And the luckiest?
Yeah, well, I still am not in a fit state to share it.
Happiness might drain out of me if I did. :)
9月9日 time to be emo...okay, so i screwed up the last time.
just posting this for the sake of something to post.
 too tired.
*academic fever*
sheesh.
9月2日 fine. fine. FIINNNEEE!!!i just learned something from James.
"No one ever choked to death just by swallowing their own pride."
Blimey.
I'll have to do my part.
Here goes....
8月29日 [_ennui_]*vanity strikes*
 Weeeeee...
I was riding shotgun with my hair undone
In the front seat of his car
He's got a one-hand feel on the steering wheel
The other on my heart
I looked around, turned the radio down
He says, "Baby is some thing wrong?"
I say, "Nothing, I was just thinking
How we don't have a song,"
And he says,
"Our song is the slamming screen door
Sneaking out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone, and you talk real slow
'Coz it's late, and your momma don't know
Our song is the way you laugh
The first date
Man, I didn't kiss her and I should have
And when I got home
'Fore I said 'Amen'
Asking God if He
Could play it again..."
I'm desperate.
C'mon, play it again.......
8月8日 bwiset na bwisetI decided to dump my Plurk account for n reason/s.
Alright, I'm just in a bad mood. Mainly because I tried to cause a divergence, which unfortunately didn't work. Enough to keep me from seeing reason.
Oh yeah, I just visited Jessica Zafra's page and here's what I saw.
http://jessicarulestheuniverse.com/2009/08/07/oopsy/ Really scary. I write for the school publication and I know how excruciating it is to commit errors especially if you're supposed to deliver factual information.
On the contrary, maybe this is the result of a severe case of wishful thinking.
I also abhor Willie Revillame for being a disgrace.
7月20日 pimping up for the lazy frosh week.I've got Computer Organization and Architecture later at 3pm.
So what the hell am I doing in school as early as 7:09am? Yeah, there's an event.
Frosh Week.
It's a week to welcome the new babies of the Institute. Actually, they're more of the milking cows than the babies if you'd ask me.
WHAT?!
Ugh. Bite me.
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So I'm really not a princess. Not a royal one, though.
I'm Princess Fiasco.
Well, I never saw it coming
I should've started running
A long, long time ago
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting better
Now I'm picking up the pieces
Spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
Chris Daughtry is such a darling.
6月15日 AKO MISMO...
The Princess Fiasco is advertising the Ako Mismo campaign.
If you want change, start from yourself. :)
Ako mismo, tutulong sa pagtataguyod at pagpapahalaga ng animal rights. Ako mismo, hindi tataliwas sa batas-trapiko. Ako mismo, magbubulsa ng kalat kung walang basurahan sa paligid.
Help the country. Start from yourself.
Support the Ako Mismo campaign. :) 5月28日 sadness.I've got your picture in my wallet
And your phone number to call it
And I miss you more whenever I think about you.
Oh right.
5月27日 creepy.All it takes to destroy my day is a dose of traffic.
This is what happens when a whole lot of bunch of people think that it's neat to have cars in a city as small as Las Piñas. The roads become so jampacked in intervals of 14 nanoseconds.
You think that's the worst scenario? How about adding a series of red lights along Baclaran to Roxas Boulevard? I'm telling you, I'd rather eat a bare wire connected to a 100W power source than get stuck in traffic.
This is what I hate about the Philippines. People brag about their cars on the roads that can't accomodate them all. Sometimes, I regret being a Filipino.
Filipinos are known to have a well-built culture but is considered NADA when it comes to discipline. If these people are decent enough to mind that we don't have all the roads to crowd their cars with, then it wouldn't be difficult to explain the country's negligible steps to progress.
Um, excuse me, but I strongly believe that the country's progress will start with solutions to simple problems like vehicle lags.
I know. Nothing beats me like traffic.
weeeeee!!
I happen to get addicted to the Pinoy Hangaroo. And I answered this one..
Hehe.
Go on.
http://www.macuha.com/hangaroo/hangaroo.html
5月26日 i know, i know.I know I said that that's going to be the last, but forgive me.
You know, you have a point there, when you said that TNB is supposed to have the best writers in Mapua.
I guess I belittled you for underrating us. It's a part of the defense mechanism I have for the school paper. But still.
Howie Severino once told us in a seminar that if you're a journalist, no errors are little. All are big errors.
I wouldn't wash my hands or anything, there is actually no excuse for us in committing all errata. Faults are faults, no matter how you look at them in any angle. We already know we have commited them, it's just that we don't need anyone telling our faces, "FAULT #1, FAULT #2, MISTAKE #1, ERROR #1," — you know what I mean.
>sigh<
Maybe God placed you there to enlighten us that our best is not really enough. YET.
But I have to say, you really were hard on us to the point of making us look inferior.
[ just to relate.
No one can make you feel inferior without your consent.
-Eleanor Roosevelt ]
And I have to admit.
Nakakatuwa pa ring isipin na meron pang may mga pakialam sa section ko.
For all I know, the News section has long before been neglected by Mapuans.
Til next ish. Watch out, because we'll never quit showing you. Take that as a compliment.
5月20日 hmfff.I don't know when that bitter 'English Proficiency' thingy will ever ever stop. One thing's for sure.
This is going to be the last time of me posting about you. And the first, mind you.
As News Editor of the school paper, you should probably understand. There is an unselfish need for me to defend the school paper along with its contents.
If you don't, then take this seriously. Empty cans clatter, so never miss a good chance to shut up.
If you'll tell me that the news about the resignation of the VP for HRD is crap, think again. I reckon that you do not actually know who Atty. Luis Dado is, so you also don't know how much MIT lost when he resigned. The Administration is already having a hard time of letting the VP for Student Affairs go, let alone another VP. Put yourself in Dr. Vea's shoes, and all you have left are the EVP for Admin and EVP for Academic Affairs. No one will attend and cater to the needs of the students LIKE YOU. No one will attend to the businesses of the Institute regarding the hiring of quality professors and employees. Now, tell me again if that is as crappy as you think it is.
And about that heck of giving you useful news at all. The paper is released once every two months [that part is printed in the staffbox if you really care]. Got that? Once every 2 months. Once. And every two months. How much do you think is going on in the Institute during that span of time? Oh yeah, do you want me to put an item saying that a number of ECE students failed their Communications 3 Laboratory because of non-working prototypes? That's news to you? If that is, then I'm glad you really don't belong here. Maybe if I killed you, that's going to be the headline.
[NEWS EDITOR OF TNB ERADICATES THE PUBLICATION'S ULTIMATE CRITIC <- title]
And I would just like to clarify the fallacy thing of the Bagsakan system. If you care enough to read the whole thing, the cue words are there. AS OF PRESS TIME. The SPG of the Bagsakan System were given to professors at around 5pm the day before the papers were delivered to the Institute. We have no control of time. We have no control of what will happen next. We just publish them to inform people, some of which are, unfortunately, like you. I think you're being hard on us too much.
And before I forget. Barack or Barrack, everyone knows just who I am pertaining to. Don't tell me na mami-mislead ka pa n'yan.
Anyway, you are still welcome in our office and you can conduct your own surveillance to see how we work. My office is not just a piece of any dung as you imply.
If you're going to ask why I didn't sign up for an account in MapuaOwnage to answer you there, I'm really sorry. I'm decent enough not to trash up a forum I respect too much [VIVA KEIKUN!!!!]. So I'd just dis you here in my own realm.
Don't worry, I am just as bitter on you as you are on the paper. I just want you to see that it's not as easy at it seems. Thanks for being consistent with the comments (or should I say violent reactions), anyway.
But as I said, empty cans clatter. :)
5月19日 sneaked out of lab classI am totally out of my mind.
After falling tonight,
missing you every night,
and finding out that the stars aren't holding you at all,
Let me just sing my heart out.
I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet Lead her up the stairwell This ain't Hollywood, This is a small town I was a dreamer before you went and let me down But I'm still wishing for you and white horse to come around.
5月18日 just when i thought i'm getting the hang of it.This is going way out of hand.
It is just the fifth week of the term and seems like everything is creeping up to pile up for the tenth and last week.
I thought the term started out just yesterday.
And to top it all off [I'm really sorry but I have to get this out if I don't want to bear the stigma of stress],
I HATE FREAKING TUESDAYS!!!!
You wanna know why? You wanna know why? I'll tell you why.
Not only do I have a 4.5 hour nerve-wracking laboratory class but I also have a three-hour tape-your-eyelids-to-your-brows research class. That's a total of 7.5 hours. I've had a day with 7.5 hours of classes before but this one's crappy enough to kill me.
I SWEAR, I AM NOT EXAGGERATING.
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