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9月9日

time to be emo...

 
 
okay, so i screwed up the last time.
 
 
 
 
 
just posting this for the sake of something to post.
 
 
 
 
too tired.
 
 
 
*academic fever*
 
 
sheesh.
 
 
9月2日

fine. fine. FIINNNEEE!!!

 
 
i just learned something from James.
 
 
 
"No one ever choked to death just by swallowing their own pride."
 
 
 
Blimey.
 
 
 
I'll have to do my part.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Here goes....
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
8月29日

[_ennui_]

 
*vanity strikes*
 
Weeeeee...
 
 
 
I was riding shotgun with my hair undone
In the front seat of his car
He's got a one-hand feel on the steering wheel
The other on my heart
I looked around, turned the radio down
He says, "Baby is some thing wrong?"
I say, "Nothing, I was just thinking
How we don't have a song,"
 
And he says,
 
"Our song is the slamming screen door
Sneaking out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone, and you talk real slow
'Coz it's late, and your momma don't know
Our song is the way you laugh
The first date
Man, I didn't kiss her and I should have
And when I got home
'Fore I said 'Amen'
Asking God if He
Could play it again..."
 
 
 
 
 
I'm desperate.
 
C'mon, play it again.......
 
 
8月8日

bwiset na bwiset

 
 
I decided to dump my Plurk account for n reason/s.
 
  1. I can't manage it.
  2. I can't keep up with the stupid Karma points.
  3. I have too few online friends.
  4. It's not a blog.
  5. They say that Facebook rocks, the reason there are only a little number of Plurkers.
  6. So what?!

 

 

Alright, I'm just in a bad mood.

Mainly because I tried to cause a divergence, which unfortunately didn't work. Enough to keep me from seeing reason.

 

 

Oh yeah, I just visited Jessica Zafra's page and here's what I saw.

 

http://jessicarulestheuniverse.com/2009/08/07/oopsy/

Really scary.

I write for the school publication and I know how excruciating it is to commit errors especially if you're supposed to deliver factual information.

 

 

On the contrary, maybe this is the result of a severe case of wishful thinking.

 

I also abhor Willie Revillame for being a disgrace.

 

 

7月20日

pimping up for the lazy frosh week.

 
 
I've got Computer Organization and Architecture later at 3pm.
 
 
So what the hell am I doing in school as early as 7:09am? Yeah, there's an event.
 
Frosh Week.
 
 
It's a week to welcome the new babies of the Institute. Actually, they're more of the milking cows than the babies if you'd ask me.
 
 
WHAT?!
 
 
Ugh. Bite me.
 
 
 
 
 
 
_________________________________________
 
 
So I'm really not a princess. Not a royal one, though.
 
 
I'm Princess Fiasco.
 
 
 
Well, I never saw it coming
I should've started running
A long, long time ago
And I never thought I'd doubt you
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know
I'm slowly getting closure
I guess it's really over
I'm finally getting better
Now I'm picking up the pieces
Spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
 
 
 
Chris Daughtry is such a darling.
 
 
 
7月4日

almost over...

 

 

yes, term's almost over.

 

 

 

EXHAUSTION IS OVERWHELMING.

 

 

 

7月1日

hiyah...

 
 
Thought I was dead yet?
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Yeah, I thought so, too.
 
 
 
 
 
 
I hate my life.
 
 
 
6月15日

AKO MISMO...

 

 

 

The Princess Fiasco is advertising the Ako Mismo campaign.

 

 

If you want change, start from yourself. :)

 

 

Ako mismo, tutulong sa pagtataguyod at pagpapahalaga ng animal rights.

Ako mismo, hindi tataliwas sa batas-trapiko.

Ako mismo, magbubulsa ng kalat kung walang basurahan sa paligid.

 

 

Help the country. Start from yourself.

 

Support the Ako Mismo campaign. :)

5月28日

sadness.

 
 
 
I've got your picture in my wallet
And your phone number to call it
And I miss you more whenever I think about you.
 
 
 
 
 
Oh right.
 
 
 
 
5月27日

creepy.

 
 
All it takes to destroy my day is a dose of traffic.
 
 
 
This is what happens when a whole lot of bunch of people think that it's neat to have cars in a city as small as Las Piñas. The roads become so jampacked in intervals of 14 nanoseconds.
 
 
 
You think that's the worst scenario? How about adding a series of red lights along Baclaran to Roxas Boulevard? I'm telling you, I'd rather eat a bare wire connected to a 100W power source than get stuck in traffic.
 
 
This is what I hate about the Philippines. People brag about their cars on the roads that can't accomodate them all. Sometimes, I regret being a Filipino.
 
 
 
Filipinos are known to have a well-built culture but is considered NADA when it comes to discipline. If these people are decent enough to mind that we don't have all the roads to crowd their cars with, then it wouldn't be difficult to explain the country's negligible steps to progress.
 
 
 
Um, excuse me, but I strongly believe that the country's progress will start with solutions to simple problems like vehicle lags.
 
 
 
I know. Nothing beats me like traffic.
 
 

weeeeee!!

 

 

I happen to get addicted to the Pinoy Hangaroo.

And I answered this one..

 

 

Hehe.

 

 

Go on.

 

http://www.macuha.com/hangaroo/hangaroo.html

 

5月26日

i know, i know.

 
 
I know I said that that's going to be the last, but forgive me.
 
 
 
You know, you have a point there, when you said that TNB is supposed to have the best writers in Mapua.
 
 
I guess I belittled you for underrating us. It's a part of the defense mechanism I have for the school paper. But still.
 
 
Howie Severino once told us in a seminar that if you're a journalist, no errors are little. All are big errors.
 
 
I wouldn't wash my hands or anything, there is actually no excuse for us in committing all errata. Faults are faults, no matter how you look at them in any angle. We already know we have commited them, it's just that we don't need anyone telling our faces, "FAULT #1, FAULT #2, MISTAKE #1, ERROR #1," — you know what I mean.
 
 
>sigh<
Maybe God placed you there to enlighten us that our best is not really enough. YET.
 
 
 
But I have to say, you really were hard on us to the point of making us look inferior.
 
 
 
[ just to relate.
 
No one can make you feel inferior without your consent.
-Eleanor Roosevelt ]
 
 
And I have to admit.
Nakakatuwa pa ring isipin na meron pang may mga pakialam sa section ko.
For all I know, the News section has long before been neglected by Mapuans.
 
 
 
Til next ish. Watch out, because we'll never quit showing you. Take that as a compliment.
 
 
 
5月20日

hmfff.

 

I don't know when that bitter 'English Proficiency' thingy will ever ever stop.
One thing's for sure.

This is going to be the last time of me posting about you.
And the first, mind you.
 
 
As News Editor of the school paper, you should probably understand. There is an unselfish need for me to defend the school paper along with its contents.

If you don't, then take this seriously.
 
Empty cans clatter, so never miss a good chance to shut up.
 
 
If you'll tell me that the news about the resignation of the VP for HRD is crap, think again. I reckon that you do not actually know who Atty. Luis Dado is, so you also don't know how much MIT lost when he resigned. The Administration is already having a hard time of letting the VP for Student Affairs go, let alone another VP. Put yourself in Dr. Vea's shoes, and all you have left are the EVP for Admin and EVP for Academic Affairs. No one will attend and cater to the needs of the students LIKE YOU. No one will attend to the businesses of the Institute regarding the hiring of quality professors and employees. Now, tell me again if that is as crappy as you think it is.
 
 
 
And about that heck of giving you useful news at all. The paper is released once every two months [that part is printed in the staffbox if you really care]. Got that? Once every 2 months. Once. And every two months. How much do you think is going on in the Institute during that span of time? Oh yeah, do you want me to put an item saying that a number of ECE students failed their Communications 3 Laboratory because of non-working prototypes? That's news to you? If that is, then I'm glad you really don't belong here. Maybe if I killed you, that's going to be the headline.
[NEWS EDITOR OF TNB ERADICATES THE PUBLICATION'S ULTIMATE CRITIC <- title]
 
 
 
And I would just like to clarify the fallacy thing of the Bagsakan system. If you care enough to read the whole thing, the cue words are there. AS OF PRESS TIME. The SPG of the Bagsakan System were given to professors at around 5pm the day before the papers were delivered to the Institute. We have no control of time. We have no control of what will happen next. We just publish them to inform people, some of which are, unfortunately, like you. I think you're being hard on us too much.
 
 
And before I forget. Barack or Barrack, everyone knows just who I am pertaining to. Don't tell me na mami-mislead ka pa n'yan.
 
 
Anyway, you are still welcome in our office and you can conduct your own surveillance to see how we work. My office is not just a piece of any dung as you imply.
 
 
If you're going to ask why I didn't sign up for an account in MapuaOwnage to answer you there, I'm really sorry. I'm decent enough not to trash up a forum I respect too much [VIVA KEIKUN!!!!]. So I'd just dis you here in my own realm.
 

Don't worry, I am just as bitter on you as you are on the paper. I just want you to see that it's not as easy at it seems.

 
Thanks for being consistent with the comments (or should I say violent reactions), anyway.
 
 
But as I said, empty cans clatter. :)
 
 
 
 
5月19日

sneaked out of lab class

 
 
 
I am totally out of my mind.
 
 
After falling tonight,
 
missing you every night,
 
and finding out that the stars aren't holding you at all,
 
 
 
 
Let me just sing my heart out.
 
 
I'm not a princess
This ain't a fairytale
I'm not the one you'll sweep off her feet
Lead her up the stairwell
This ain't Hollywood,
This is a small town
I was a dreamer before you went and let me down
But I'm still wishing for you and white horse to come around.
 
 
 
 
5月18日

just when i thought i'm getting the hang of it.

 
 
 
This is going way out of hand.
 
 
 
 
 
 
It is just the fifth week of the term and seems like everything is creeping up to pile up for the tenth and last week.
 
 
 
 
 
 
I thought the term started out just yesterday.
 
 
 
 
And to top it all off [I'm really sorry but I have to get this out if I don't want to bear the stigma of stress],
 
 
 
I HATE FREAKING TUESDAYS!!!!
 
 
 
 
You wanna know why? You wanna know why? I'll tell you why.
 
 
 
Not only do I have a 4.5 hour nerve-wracking laboratory class but I also have a three-hour tape-your-eyelids-to-your-brows research class. That's a total of 7.5 hours. I've had a day with 7.5 hours of classes before but this one's crappy enough to kill me.
 
 
 
 
I SWEAR, I AM NOT EXAGGERATING.
 
 
 
 
 

sheesh.

 
 
Danny Gokey had already been kicked out of American Idol.
 
 
 
 
 
 
I'm NEVER gonna watch that show again.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
Okay, I just have to see who grabs the title this season.
 
>_<
5月11日

\m/ going on cool \m/

 

 

 

OMG.

 

I can't believe this.

 

 

 

I AM ACTUALLY GETTING THE HANG OF IT.

 

 

Sure, I know that this is too much. I've got three designs this term, two of which are requiring pure paper works (Methods of Research and Feasibility Studies). Although I have to admit that my fellow group members are those who exert more effort in the said design courses, I know I am still of valuable purpose to them. Thanks to my printing office, all necessary paper works aren't a big problem anymore.

 

 

The problem of Electronics Design, however, had been solved.

Thanks to the [name of proprietor has been omitted due to confidentiality of transaction].

 

 

And I am already done with 10 syntheses for my Introduction to Material Science Engineering course. That leaves me only 5 more syntheses to go and I'm done with all the hand excruciations. WEEEEEE!!!

 

Oh no. GTG. It's already 1:13pm and there's a hearsay that we have a practical exam on Unix2: System and Networks Administration 1. I haven't studied yet and the course schedule is 1:30pm.

 

 

Ciao!!!!

 

4月27日

TONIGHT - FM STATIC

 
 
I remember the times we spent together
All those drives
We had a million questions
All about our lives
And when we got to New York
Everything went right
I wish you were here with me
Tonight
 
I remember the days we spent together
Were not enough
And it used to feel like dreaming
Except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
Here now would hurt so much
 
Tonight, I've fallen
AND I CAN'T GET UP
I NEED your loving HANDS
To come and pick me up
And every night I MISS you
I can just look up
And know the STARS are
Holding you
Holding you
Holding you
Tonight
 
______________________________________________
 
Just the most appropriate song.
 
 
4月24日

pissed off.

 
 
The hell.
 
Here are the top ten reasons for supreme irritation.
 
 
 
10.   Electronics Design is going to kick me out of this world.
Don't get me wrong, though. I know Ma'am Latina will be very approachable when it comes to consultation about the prototype [aside from the fact that she looks so hot even at the age of a professor. Would you believe that my favorite Kuya Guard in school crushes on her? >_< ]. I just have no idea how to do it. But when I do, all electronic devices must fear me.
 
9. My academic term is so objective.
And I mean objective, objective. As in what do you call the process of doing this, what do you call the conversion of this blah to another blah, and more yadda-yadda's. Let's see. We have Material Science and Principles of Operating Systems in the morning of MWF. Memory and Input/Output at night. Methods of Research on Thursday nights. Believe me, the terms I know are enough to make my memory volatile.
 
8. CoE faculty members are cut short.
No idea why. Sir Lazaro, Sir Francisco, Ma'am Quinit and the beautiful Ma'am Joyce Santos are out of the Institute's walls. :(
 
7. MatSci syntheses are so hand-excruciating.
I am willing to offer up my life to those who can forge my handwriting and help me with it.
 
6. Adam Lambert has more fans than dear Danny Gokey.
Okay, Adam is the dancer. Simon Cowell made his point that Danny is not a star performer. Just because Adam can dance, doesn't mean he'll go all the way to being the 8th American Idol. I can't bear it if someone so emo succeeds Cooky.
 
5. The school journalists' allowance have not yet arrived up to this time.
Nuff said.
 
4. I fear for the school paper.
I'll keep this to myself.
 
3. The 6th installment of HP is so difficult to wait for.
On second thought, not really. I think I'll cry if I see Dumbledore die, anyway.
 
2. No knight in shining armor will save me from these horrors.
I AM SO SURE.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
1. KRYS SMOKEY-DESPERADO WAS REPLACED IN HIS ROLE AS EMBRY CALL!!!!!
Crap. Someone named Kiowa Gordon will be portraying his place in New Moon. Please tell me I am just having a nightmare. AAAAAAARRRRGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!
3月10日

so damn saturated...

I am so freaking tired. So to sum things up, everything's been our fault.
 
 
 
Okay, okay. Not entirely, but still.
 
 
 
This is what happens when you have demotivation as your bestfriend. I don't know what has happened with those stupid signs and how we missed them. Honestly, I already feel so DEMOTIVATED ENOUGH to still MOTIVATE those who have no intention at all of BEING MOTIVATED.
 
[For crying out loud, I am so engrossed with the irony.]
 
 
 
 
Yes.
You caught that right.
For once in my whole stay in the bodega, I finally understood how losing all your will feels. But I am still clinging to that fact that it was never our fault.
If they just knew our purpose. If they just knew.
 
 
 
BUT THEY DIDN'T.
 
 
 
And they weren't even in any state of creating one for themselves.
 
 
 
 
 
I AM TIRED.
 
 
 
 
 
[ i can't help but feel bitter about them. ]
 
 
 
 
BUT I AM HOPING.
 
 
 
 
PLEASE DON"T LET ALL MY HOPES JUST GO TO WASTE.